Okay, before I get down to what this post is really about, there's something I want to say. For several of my friends out there, the story I've been posting will seem suspiciously familiar. And the answer to the question this will create is yes, the parts I've posted were written previously by me and some people have even read them in the past. The story was not finished though, so I hope to start writing more original things later. There are two reasons why I didn't start completely from scratch. The first is that I had no new ideas and while I could've thought of one, I wouldn't have been as sure that it was something that would work and be interesting. I won't be able to take back all of the stuff I post on here if I want to meet my goals. The second reason is that since I am currently taking college classes as well as trying to balance several other things, I do not have very much time to be writing a second story. It takes more time to think of things to write than it does to write them. I wanted to start with something quick and easy while I get into the habit of it, and then allow it to get more time consuming later. I hope this answers any questions on this matter.
Now, onto the more important topic. My survey. I have many reasons for creating this survey, as well as some for posting it in my blog. But I won't bore you with the details. Just know that it will be a big help to me for the book I'm writing and that I'll really appreciate you answering the questions.
Please read through the questions below and then send me the letters that correspond with your answers. I want to maintain as much privacy as possible in order to get the most accurate answers I can, so please email your answers to me at
propheciesofshadow@yahoo.com and I will make sure that no one sees how you answered but me. If you find that two or more answers both fit you, please tell me this and explain to me why this is. And I promise with all my heart that I won't judge you for anything you say. I beg you to be as honest as possible. This will really be a huge help. Thank you.
The Survey
(Yeah, I had a little too much fun throwing formatting stuff on the title... Sorry.)
1. Do you have a comfort zone (a set of behaviors and routines which you are uncomfortable being without)?
a. Yes, and I don't like any event that makes me deviate from it.
b. Yes, but I don't mind an occasional new experience, even if new things are a little frightening.
c. Kind of. There are certain things that I don't like to change, but mostly I'm open to new things.
d. I understand and accept that life is full of change, but there are definitely things that other people do that make me uncomfortable.
e. Not really. I enjoy and welcome new things. Occasionally though, things do happen that throw me off a little bit.
f. No way! Life is full of adventures and opportunities, and I welcome them all!
2. How would you react to a sudden change of environment (e.g. an unexpected move to another country)?
a. Unfortunately, with fear.
b. With a lot of research. I would want to learn as much as I could about the new place.
c. I would be nervous at first, but would end up taking control of the situation and doing fine.
d. With caution. I would be very careful until I got comfortable with the situation.
e. With apathy. I don't care where I am.
f. With excitement. It's a new place to explore!
3. What is your opinion of darkness?
a. It's scary.
b. I turn on a light and it goes away. It's that simple.
c. I'm not afraid of it, but I much prefer the light.
d. I don't like what it symbolizes, but I enjoy being out in the shadows of night.
e. Darkness is supposed to be evil, and light is supposed to be good, but there's definitely a gray zone between them. I appreciate the beauty of both, and the part in between.
f. I love the dark.
4. How do you act when in danger?
a. I become afraid and try to escape from the situation.
b. I become afraid, but force myself to act calmly and do what needs to be done.
c. I become afraid, and withdraw into myself.
d. I spring into action and do whatever my gut tells me to.
e. I make sure that everyone else is safe before getting myself to safety however I can.
f. My senses become sharpened and I calmly assess the situation.
5. How do you view your parents?
a. I love them and I try my best to obey and respect them. I know that anything they tell me to do is in my best interest.
b. I love them, and I try to respect them, but I have a hard time obeying them all the time.
c. I care about them deeply, but I realize that they are only human. I listen to what they tell me and decide for myself whether their advice is good or bad.
d. I love them, but I don't think they realize that. I'm pretty independent and they don't understand me.
e. I'm not very close to them, but I don't hate them.
f. My parents and I don't get along. At all.
6. How good of a person would you say you are?
a. What is the definition of "good"? It's not like I'm evil, but I'm not the sort of person that most people consider good.
b. I try my best to be a good person, but unfortunately I don't think I do very well...
c. My goals and causes are good, therefore I'm good. The actions I take to get to these ends don't matter, because the result will be good.
d. I would say I'm a decent person. I try my best anyway.
e. Everyone likes me, and I don't go out of my ways to do bad things. That makes me a good person.
f. I am a very good person. I know it, and people tell it to me all the time.
7. What is your definition of evil?
a. Evil is anything that has the ability to harm yourself or someone else.
b. My definition of evil is based on my religious beliefs, and/or on what I have been taught all my life.
c. Evil is something that varies based on each individual's morals, but that always revolves around common principles established and upheld within whichever culture the individual belongs to. In short, evil is a variable idea.
d. To do something evil is to do something that goes against the laws and rules of society. When there is no society, there is no evil.
e. Whatever is not good is evil.
f. The definition of evil is a topic to be saved for intense philosophical debate. I don't feel like I have the right to define it alone.
8. How do you deal with anger?
a. I tend to get physical. Not necessarily violent (though that can be included here too) but I'll grab people a little roughly, or throw things at the wall.
b. Anger often makes me say things that I wouldn't normally, and I tend to feel bad about it afterward.
c. I lash out at those around me, in whatever way will get me in the least trouble.
d. I control it through force of will until I can proceed normally.
e. My anger makes me cold and calculating. I don't do things impulsively when I get angry, but I do tend to get revenge.
f. I don't get angry often, but when I do I try to remind myself to stay calm and not do anything I'll regret later.
9. Which of the following activities do you find most appealing?
a. Reading and learning.
b. Catching up with the latest news and gossip.
c. Playing video games with lots of fast-paced action.
d. Archery, horseback riding, or anything old fashioned and adventurous.
e. Creating works of art.
f. Hanging out with people I care about.
10. Do you make friends easily with strangers?
a. I have a hard time making friends with anyone.
b. I tend to be too self conscious and shy...
c. If they are the kind of person I want to be friends with, yes.
d. I'm not shy, but I usually consider my words carefully before I speak, making me somewhat quiet. This does make it harder to make friends, but easier to keep them.
e. Well, I try to love and be kind to everyone, which makes me a lot of friends. So yes.
f. Making friends is easy. I'm a likable person.
Feel free to tell me about any thoughts you had on this survey, or anything else! Thanks once again. :)